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ok so the count down starts and i'm absolutely amazed at how fast this year has gone by. but its almost over and i am both happy and sad all at the same time, add alittle confusion and you've got the perfect mind setting of being a senior. i'm happy because i dont have to stay at this school anymore and will be able to sleep in and start college, and hopefully a career in what i will be happy at doing. i'm sad because i will be leaving all my friends that i have gotten extremely close to and will not know how long we will stay in touch or hang out or just talk. i'm also sad because i'm going into the world soon, not under parental control, atleast most of the time, i guess thats more a fear than anything *shrug*. then the confusion, confused by my classes the people i will meet the people i wont, the things that i will have to learn how to do on my own, like laundry and bills. all the mistakes i will regret making or not regret, but those mistakes that i will be confused by why i didnt take that risk. confusion by what i will do and not do, which way the world will pull me. that one person that i want to spend all my time with but dont want to ruin anything up between us, that its almost tearing me apart.......
ok so that was that. my weekend was semi good- went to the renaissance, which was amazing, just wish it was sunny and warm. my friend suzanne and her boyfriend got picked for the ded bob show and got bobmitized and bonked. he then asked if she and i wanted to meet him backstage we laughed got serious and said no. then we stayed for the lost boys show, they're a musical group, and really good too. well sort of got serenaded to, by the guy on the bongos, sort of just sat next to me and sang, i laughed. then went to the jousting show and i got to put the ribbon ring on the jousters pole, well suzanne was suppose toa but she didnt want to so she gave it to me. i got two henna tattoos one on my arm, and the other on my ankle, also got a copper rose, and a copper butterfly for my mum for mothers day, then two ear cuffs.
after the renaissance we went to the mall and ate dinner, i saw brandon working at chick-fil-a, and said hey. then we just walked around, got an application for waldenbooks after i got 7 books, rick asked me why i get books when i could just download them, and that sort of defeats the whole purpose of me having a library when i get older. then we went home.
sunday i went to church, then to work, which was fun. ryan and kevin visited after they worked which made me happy, andy came and visited, most every single girl that has seen him has said the he was either hot or cute, which made him happy. it made me giggle, ok to me he is hot and we all know that he is. then drove over to the mall to drop off the application and then i picked up two dresses. i like one of them and am going to wear it to graduation, i look so sexy....hehe.
and now i'm here....at school, second period having nothing to do. maybe i should finish my s.w.a.t. homework. ok so i'm going to go do that now.
ok so that was that. my weekend was semi good- went to the renaissance, which was amazing, just wish it was sunny and warm. my friend suzanne and her boyfriend got picked for the ded bob show and got bobmitized and bonked. he then asked if she and i wanted to meet him backstage we laughed got serious and said no. then we stayed for the lost boys show, they're a musical group, and really good too. well sort of got serenaded to, by the guy on the bongos, sort of just sat next to me and sang, i laughed. then went to the jousting show and i got to put the ribbon ring on the jousters pole, well suzanne was suppose toa but she didnt want to so she gave it to me. i got two henna tattoos one on my arm, and the other on my ankle, also got a copper rose, and a copper butterfly for my mum for mothers day, then two ear cuffs.
after the renaissance we went to the mall and ate dinner, i saw brandon working at chick-fil-a, and said hey. then we just walked around, got an application for waldenbooks after i got 7 books, rick asked me why i get books when i could just download them, and that sort of defeats the whole purpose of me having a library when i get older. then we went home.
sunday i went to church, then to work, which was fun. ryan and kevin visited after they worked which made me happy, andy came and visited, most every single girl that has seen him has said the he was either hot or cute, which made him happy. it made me giggle, ok to me he is hot and we all know that he is. then drove over to the mall to drop off the application and then i picked up two dresses. i like one of them and am going to wear it to graduation, i look so sexy....hehe.
and now i'm here....at school, second period having nothing to do. maybe i should finish my s.w.a.t. homework. ok so i'm going to go do that now.