Friends

Jul 29, 2008 19:22

Sometimes I wonder, is it worth having friends?
They only hurt you and dissapoint you, what is the reason for having friends then?
If they hurt you just like an enemy would, well why have them then?

We have friends that lives in Perth.  We were friends before we came over from SA.  Jaun got this friend of his the job that enabled him to come over to Australia.    Have been friends for a while and we went to Narembeen a few times to visit them and Jaun and Bertus were really close.  They used to talk on the phone for hours, worse than women would.
They moved to Perth and have been living there for a while.

I had a look at facebook and saw that Suzel, Bertus's wife is pregnant again.  I really thought we were good friends, but they did not even bother to let us know that she is pregnant again.  And it is not like she is just a few weeks pregnant, on her facebook she said that she is finally in her second trimester.
Are we really that unimportant that they could not even have given us a call and share their great news?

Am i overreacting????

I feel so depressed and wonder why should you have friends?  With friends like these, who needs enemies?
I am soooo hurt and cannot understand it....

Is life worth living in the end?

Maybe i am just depressed because my hubby left again for two weeks.
Sometimes i think if we decide to get pregnant, how will i cope being pregnant all  on my own?  If we were back at home it would not have worried me that much because my parents were there and good friends.

We have been talking about a baby, but i want to loose a few kilos before that, otherwise i will have so much more that i will need to loose after the baby.  I am just struggling and not loosing any weight.  Have been working hard at the gym but has not lost a single kilogram.  I am at my wits end.  I feel like just quiting the gym and stop going.  I wish i knew what to do.

Mielies, you have lost a lot of weight, would you be able to help me a little?
PLEASE.  I do not know what to do anymore.  I feel like running away.
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