Dec 20, 2004 22:21
Yeah I did, and I got this one at the same time.
I want to go, but I can't tonight... and I know you're
bound and determined to go anyway without me, so all I
can do is this:
PLEASE WAIT UNTIL SATURDAY! I really want to see this
with you too. No one else would get the existential
detective humor like you would.
Jason
Dear Hayley
I've been keeping out of contact with you for what I thought was a good reason. I wanted to be able to get all of the rest of my life straightened out, such as my schoolwork, my worklife, my relationship with my parents, my mental health, and the relationship with Becka, and then be able to properly interact with you.
This didn't turn out right. It only made you feel the way you do, and has made me grow distant from you in the worst ways. I never meant for us to grow apart in this way, but perhaps having been separated as we have will strengthen our relationship.
I hope that the aggression that you are holding towards me can be alleviated. My situation hasn't been the easiest, but neither have I been at all considerate or accomodating to you. I understand that we still have the Film committee together, and I hope that a friendship at the very least is still open between us. I'm working hard to get my shit together, and it's harder for me than you think. I'm doing this in the hope that I can not cause you the strife that I have. Please, let me know what I should do with my life.
Jason
Hey, Hayley. I'm basically chilling out, doing work that I've been needing to take care of, and flatout really enjoying the thought of tomorrow with you. I can't wait to see you then. I'll check out the times tomorrow, but I think we should just go there whenever and buy tickets, and hang out until it starts, and afterwards, go to your apartment for while. I'm looking forward to it. I'll see you tomorrow at your apartment around 6ish.
<3 Jason
Hey there. I'm not feeling that well lately, what
with a near panic attack on Tuesday, but I'm managing
to hold it together. I'm sorry I haven't written you
sooner... I just haven't gotten to any email. I was
wondering if Saturday is good for you for the movie,
as I'm not doing anything until around 8, where I'll
be at a friend's birthday party. Sunday is full up
though, but I'll see you at the shindig at Destin's.
Speaking of which, will you have your car by then?
Because I need a ride, and I'd enjoy riding with you.
I hope you're doing well, as I could use some
improvement, but everything will be fine when we meet
up this weekend. I'll see you then!
Jason