Apr 10, 2005 10:09
So last night was supposed to be a great night...we (me morgan gaby mandy cameron and chad) were going to meet up with Ricky and Chris and go to a party cause it was chris's bday. But everything got all fucked up...we ended up hanging out at rover..getting looked right through by the guy i love..and crying my eyes out on the swings...wow isnt that an awesome fucking saturday night?? I know i dont deserve Shaggy..no one needs to tell me that or actually say anything about the situation...but having him act like he didnt even see me standing there hurt so fucking bad!! I swear i could just feel the pieces of my already broken heart breaking into smalled pieces...I hurt sooooooo freakin bad. I know no one really cares if i am hurting but yea... I just needed to get that out.
*CaRa*