Apr 01, 2005 22:50
ok so i dont think this will be very long cause i really dont feel like writing but i think i need to.
I know i am a terrible person no one needs to tell me that. I know i fucked up royally and i dont deserve shaggy to even be my friend. but i love him...and i really want things to work. i know no one probably believes me and i am just fucking stupid but its true. I also know no one wants shaggy and me to be together but if we are trying to work things out can everyone please just leave it alone and let what happens happens. this is really between me and him...no one else. and everyone seems to be trying to get him to just give up on me and say fuck her. which yes that is what i deserve but it is really his choice if he wants to try and make things work with me or not. I am really not trying to piss anyone off but please...just stop. I know everyone is just doing this because they love shaggy (i mean who wouldnt) and dont want him to be hurt again...and i totally understand that...but as i said its between me and him....
Im so sorry sweetie...i wish this had never happened....god im sorry