I dont know....
So today was pretty good...went to school...had to get my make up work from being sick yesterday...got out of school...went to get my car from my mom...picked up morgan..i miss that girl so much..im really glad i got to hang out with her and talk..we need to start hanging out more often again....well we went to the bank (since i had a negative amount in my acount..good job cara), then to sears...paid my moms bill..walked around a lil..decided to go to wendys..called fleege..went to craigs...justin showed up there..dropped off morgan..picked up mi madre...then she took me over to sonic where i met up with Jussy, fleege, todd, craig, and jason...bought todd and jussy food because i love them :0)...then justin took craig home...the rest of us went to rover and met shaggy...then they decided to go to mills and i had to come home. I hadnt been home 5 mins and my mom starts yelling at me to clean my room....whatever it wasnt even messy so it took like 10 mins. So i watched one tree hill and now here i am. I cant believe how much i miss Jussy when i havent been around him and then i see him. Its so weird. But it is really nice to see him. :0)
So i am totally confused. Like more than ever! I dont know what to do or how to feel about anything. I want everything to just be simple and chill...but of course it wont. I also wish i was one of those ppl that could just ignore whats going on around them and not give a shit. But I cant! I care and i worry about everything....arg! This sucks!! Why the hell was freshman year so easy?? Isnt life supposed to get better?? I dunno maybe i have been mislead to believe it does. I dunno..all i know is this hurts and i dont know how to make it stop. I know my life is actually really good so please dont tell me it is. Things could always be worse. I know. But this is whats going on right now and i just need to get it out. ARG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ok well i am done bitching for now...bye bye
I HEART U ALL MY BUDDIES!!!!!!!!!!!! :0)
~XOXO~
*Cara*