Lead on to leave. Baby come on back for awhile
So I am wating for Naruto to finish downloading. 8 minutes left. And figured I would log something. Finally reached a point to where I had troubles thinking about someone elses problems because of my own. Been kinda depressed this past week. Now noticed how much it really has gotten me down. So trying to cheer myself up. Have to find a way to get over this sadness. Didn't really think it affected me that much. I found myself tearing a bit about it. And I finally cracked and couldn't hold it in any longer. So I talked about it. Didn't really feel better about talking about it except that I know how bad it got to me. Not sure what the connection is I have with the kid. Why I have strong feelings from it. Maybe its just years of anger and sadness that I held in for a couple years. And this is what it took for them to find a way out. Can't hold it in this time. Gotta let it out. Gotta get it out of my system so only memories remain.
Found out my friend Tiff is going to be leaving. She is going to Washington DC. Kinda sad to see her leave. I was starting to like her alot. But atleast she will be able to leave with a free mind. We talked and she confessed some feelings. Think were just going to make the best of the time that she still has here. I wish her luck with what she choses. Maybe we will see eachother again after she leaves. But somehow I believe we both know it won't happen. We have good memories though. Stuff for us to write about and keep in an old shoe box with the rest of all the others.
Thats all for now. Think I might go to sleep after Naruto so I can enjoy the day tomorrow. Maybe go to the park.
Oh and I have a new goal in life. I want to go to both coasts of the country to see if the ocean is different. Just thought it was something interesting. And would be nice to experience. Something thats kinda little and stupid to have as a goal I guess. But I like it.
Found out my friend Tiff is going to be leaving. She is going to Washington DC. Kinda sad to see her leave. I was starting to like her alot. But atleast she will be able to leave with a free mind. We talked and she confessed some feelings. Think were just going to make the best of the time that she still has here. I wish her luck with what she choses. Maybe we will see eachother again after she leaves. But somehow I believe we both know it won't happen. We have good memories though. Stuff for us to write about and keep in an old shoe box with the rest of all the others.
Thats all for now. Think I might go to sleep after Naruto so I can enjoy the day tomorrow. Maybe go to the park.
Oh and I have a new goal in life. I want to go to both coasts of the country to see if the ocean is different. Just thought it was something interesting. And would be nice to experience. Something thats kinda little and stupid to have as a goal I guess. But I like it.