My entire journal has just become friends only!! IF you are not on this list and think you should be or would like to be....you know my screen name and e-mail....get a hold of me and i'll add you or not....
Well ya know what I do have a right, I've dealt with heroin addicts before and we should all know who those people are, which isn't crack but they fall in the same catagory. No I'm not the same person I was, shit changes so do people. You know the reason I left your house was because of what my family was trying to do to you so don't act like it was all my fault! That shit is in the past it's DEAD!! Nobody but you guys hate me for my past choices, nobody. I am nowhere near the same road as karin. I don't know what you've heard but I don't do things like smoke crack because well there is this thing called common sense that tells me, crack is bad, don't do it! It took her 3 tries to figure something out that she should have known better about, I thought she was smarter than that. So why should I stand beside somebody like that and go against my morals? Megan and I both booted the heroin junkies to the curb, so why after 3 attempts should I still talk to karin like she didn't do anything wrong? She didn't get a punishment until now. I know addicts lie, steal, cheat and all of the above but she put herself in that situation, not me and not anyone else. How did I alienate the 2 people that would stand beside me? The same 2 people who couldn't get over the fact that I didn't buy them gifts for whatever holiday? The same 2 people who hadn't seen me in months? 1 of the people moved away and never came back until 4 years later a completely different person? And you want me to be sorry? Noone ever said I was undermining her progress, I was speaking my mind because everyone else told her she was a loser, why couldn't I? I was pissed when I found out that she was telling Megan that we had to stop doing this and stop doing that when she was in the psych. ward....also when she made that post about how this is bad and that is bad when she had only been out for what a day? Great you have your daughter back, what do you want me to say? She was a great fiend, years ago. Now I've lost much respect for her because of her choices and obviously what I say to her doesn't matter because even before this shit I refused to give the girl money to go to pittsburgh because she said she was spending the night and I said FUCKING NO!!! And the last time I saw her I gave her a hug and told her to be careful and be good and do you know what she said? I will....So now I'm supposed to believe what she says and still treat her like nothing ever happened? I can't and that's just me but....I can't.
No I'm not the same person I was, shit changes so do people. You know the reason I left your house was because of what my family was trying to do to you so don't act like it was all my fault! That shit is in the past it's DEAD!! Nobody but you guys hate me for my past choices, nobody.
I am nowhere near the same road as karin. I don't know what you've heard but I don't do things like smoke crack because well there is this thing called common sense that tells me, crack is bad, don't do it!
It took her 3 tries to figure something out that she should have known better about, I thought she was smarter than that. So why should I stand beside somebody like that and go against my morals? Megan and I both booted the heroin junkies to the curb, so why after 3 attempts should I still talk to karin like she didn't do anything wrong? She didn't get a punishment until now. I know addicts lie, steal, cheat and all of the above but she put herself in that situation, not me and not anyone else.
How did I alienate the 2 people that would stand beside me? The same 2 people who couldn't get over the fact that I didn't buy them gifts for whatever holiday? The same 2 people who hadn't seen me in months? 1 of the people moved away and never came back until 4 years later a completely different person? And you want me to be sorry?
Noone ever said I was undermining her progress, I was speaking my mind because everyone else told her she was a loser, why couldn't I? I was pissed when I found out that she was telling Megan that we had to stop doing this and stop doing that when she was in the psych. ward....also when she made that post about how this is bad and that is bad when she had only been out for what a day?
Great you have your daughter back, what do you want me to say? She was a great fiend, years ago. Now I've lost much respect for her because of her choices and obviously what I say to her doesn't matter because even before this shit I refused to give the girl money to go to pittsburgh because she said she was spending the night and I said FUCKING NO!!! And the last time I saw her I gave her a hug and told her to be careful and be good and do you know what she said? I will....So now I'm supposed to believe what she says and still treat her like nothing ever happened? I can't and that's just me but....I can't.
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