Fraggle Rock
So the last time I updated was a really long time ago.... I ended up getting a 101 on that test! There was a ten point curve... but still. I've actually been doing incredibly well in all of my classes. It looks like a 4.0 isn't COMPLETELY out of the question, we'll see about damn Comp. Gov't. That class can just go to hell. I can't believe that there is only a week and half left of classes... its amazing to think that my freshman year is almost through. Who knows what I'll be doing this summer. Hopefully I'll be a camp counselor during the day, and working at Canton House at night... other than that, not much else planned. Larin, Lauren, Krisna, Krystal... we'll find time. And of course there is Jeff. I think spending the summer together will really do us some good. We need it. Oh, and I'm going to get two ducks for the pond too. I'll raise them, and eventually they'll just live in the pond. I've ALWAYS wanted a duck. But they're social animals, you need to get more than one...Anyways though... dinner with Lambda Chi tonight. That should definitely be some fun. PJ (my arch nemesis from high school, but also one of my best friends too) started a chapter at FIU and is Pres. now. I think he's President of everything actually.... figures. Um... what else is new? Really not too much I suppose... this past month has helped to redefine a lot of things for me, relationships mainly. I always try so damn hard to make things work, and it seems like nobody else does. I'm not sure I'm making any sense... those of you reading this (probably only Laura Dubaya actually... hi Laura!!!) probably have no clue what I'm saying. And if you do, let me know, because I'm not sure I do either. I'm growing up, but I still feel like the same little girl who just wants a best friend. I've had plenty of friends, and other people have called me their best friend, but I want that one person that will be there for me through thick and thin forever. I want a history with someone, and you can't just pull that out of thin air. Its hard to have that when you pick up and go somewhere completely new every three years. I always somehow feel left out of things. Like I'm on the outside of the loop. And people take advantage of me. Everyone seems to have this impression of me that I'm incredibly naive, but I'm not. Oh, and I'm not superficial, thank you very much. Yes, it is possible for someone to be "nice all the time". Although I don't think I am nice all the time.... at least I try really hard to be. I don't like hurting other people's feelings, and I like making people feel good. This is the definition of a freewrite I think. I meant to just sit down and write about school and dinner tonight... I'll stop before it gets out of control. Oh, one more note: I love the squirrels here. I think I could watch them all day, they're so cute. FSU should be ranked number one for best squirrels. They play tag and they scurry around.... I smile when I walk to class and see squirrels. One day, I'll be one of those crazy old ladies who just feeds squirrels all day...Such funny little creatures. I think if reincarnation is real... then one day I'd like to be a squirrel.... or a dolphin.... or an otter.... No, a squirrel. With a bushy tail!