I MISS BECKY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BECKY, I MISS YOU!!! i'll try to call you this weekend so we can talk, but i might not have time. homecoming is tomorrow night and i kind of don't want to go now. see, tom asked me, and i was put on the spot, and i just said yes. but when i think about it, i don;t really want to go with him. i can't imagine us slow dancing or kissing AT ALL. i really don't like him. i guess it took a homecoming invitation to clue me in, but at least i figured it out so this whole awkward thing can FINALLY end. but the problem remains; homecoming. it is going to be sososososo awkward!! he probably thinks that we are going out now. how am i going to tell him??? i can't break his heart like that, but i CAN'T go out with him. i don't want this to be the most awkward night in the history of the universe!! i don't want to slow dance with him. oh god. i'm dreading it. well, maybe i could still have fun, i'm sleeping over at ellen's after, so even if it turns into a traumatizing night, i can recover after. tear tear. i miss you becky!!!!