I'm tryin to get away from this thing but I keep gettin sucked back in..that's what she said..anywho
So today was a day of firsts........................
Used the boys bathroom today
Bought something at American Eagle
tried to use my debit card
.....got my debit card declined
And it's the first day I have actually contemplated not going to prom...just maybe going to Fat Tony's party or something.
* I DON'T.........
* Have a dress
* Have my hair done
* Have shoes
* Have a plan of what I am doing...or what lie I will tell my parents to stay out all night since my sis definitely did
* Have a hot guy on my arm....well maybe not that one cuz it's better with out a date..kinda like homecoming...and well some of you know what happened after homecoming lol <3 (girlish sigh)
However, about the date situation....I thought that this year would be just like last year, nobody having dates, every one mingling...yet it occurred to me that every one I know has an effing date except for me..oh well I'm used to being the loner in the group...but if I didn't have to be that would be cool...which leads me to Fat Tony's party...It'll be like every other dance I've ever been to..well except for this years homecoming lol...AND LAST YEAR'S PROM!! Thanx to my charming hottie hotkins friend Brad, who made my life by how efffing awesome his asking technique was lol...THANX BRAD I <3 YOU!! THIS YEAR I will have to run away when a slow song gets on to not look like an idiot cuz I will have no one...prolly. And also it's too much work for me to try and look pretty cuz really, who do I have to impress?...NO ONE
P.S. You know what would be cool though.... if I got nominated for Prom Queen so all you cool kids out there nominate me in all seriousness that would be awesome. Maybe that would boost my decrepit confidence/ self esteem whatever I'm out
Used the boys bathroom today
Bought something at American Eagle
tried to use my debit card
.....got my debit card declined
And it's the first day I have actually contemplated not going to prom...just maybe going to Fat Tony's party or something.
* I DON'T.........
* Have a dress
* Have my hair done
* Have shoes
* Have a plan of what I am doing...or what lie I will tell my parents to stay out all night since my sis definitely did
* Have a hot guy on my arm....well maybe not that one cuz it's better with out a date..kinda like homecoming...and well some of you know what happened after homecoming lol <3 (girlish sigh)
However, about the date situation....I thought that this year would be just like last year, nobody having dates, every one mingling...yet it occurred to me that every one I know has an effing date except for me..oh well I'm used to being the loner in the group...but if I didn't have to be that would be cool...which leads me to Fat Tony's party...It'll be like every other dance I've ever been to..well except for this years homecoming lol...AND LAST YEAR'S PROM!! Thanx to my charming hottie hotkins friend Brad, who made my life by how efffing awesome his asking technique was lol...THANX BRAD I <3 YOU!! THIS YEAR I will have to run away when a slow song gets on to not look like an idiot cuz I will have no one...prolly. And also it's too much work for me to try and look pretty cuz really, who do I have to impress?...NO ONE
P.S. You know what would be cool though.... if I got nominated for Prom Queen so all you cool kids out there nominate me in all seriousness that would be awesome. Maybe that would boost my decrepit confidence/ self esteem whatever I'm out