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This is the fall-out. I can't stop it from happening. I saw it coming and it's just in due time that it all crumbles on top of me. I also realize that it might be me who started drilling and perpetuated a thorough break. In some sense, I'm sorry. But in others, I'm not. I don't like feeling not needed, or merely just abandoned.
I'm so completely discombobulated.
I also realize this is a rerun of how I lost something so dear to me.
Must.
Break.
The.
Cycle.
I'm so completely discombobulated.
I also realize this is a rerun of how I lost something so dear to me.
Must.
Break.
The.
Cycle.