So, my human has been writing about my past. It makes me really sad to think about it, but at the same time, I have to think about it. I have to remember them all, otherwise Shard will be the only one who does, and I can't let that happen. By telling Zab about it and letting her tell others, it lets them all live on in the memories of even more people. I still have to remember though, because it's my fault they're all dead. I have to live with the memories and the nightmares, because there's nothing else I can do to make it up to them.
My sister, Silverstreak, was one of those who died. Our creators were bystanders caught in the crossfire between the Autobots and the Decepticons when I was just a sparkling. Silver was still a youngling, she'd just gotten her full-sized body shell, but she raised me and ran the shop. She tried to warn me about Shard, but I just wouldn't listen. I felt so bad for him.... I knew he was a user, but I couldn't tell he was a monster.
I... I can't talk about this anymore. I'm sorry. I can leave you all with something to look at though. This was my sister. She chose a blue body shell for her final upgrade because I thought it would be funny. Heh. I guess I had a stupid sense of humor even when I was just a sparkling.