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Woohoo the first week of school is done. Yeah lol I don't like it that much, but hey it's school. Umm today I went and worked for like two hours, and trained to be a cook with Rob. It's cool. My parents and I got in this big huge blown up argument over nothing tonight which arose from a previous argument. Basically I don't talk a lot around my parents, because I can never get my voice to be heard, and when I do get to talk it feels like they just want me to shut-up so they can talk about their stuff again. Actually I've been really quiet most of the time, because I feel like what I say dosen't matter anymore. If no one will listen why say anything at all. I find myself talking to people only to be dropped in mid converstaion for another "cooler" person so to speak. The only one who I talk to really is Erica. In a way I like being quiet... I'm starting to realize slowly but surely, I really like work. Even though the job really sucks, I like to be there. I like the people, and even if thats a lie, for some strange reason I'm happy there. I can be quiet and do a job that is for the most part looked down on...a job which I take pride in. I just like it because I'm doing somthing with myself. Not sitting in a class listining to a lecture, but actually doing somthing with my hands...even though so minimalistic. If I could I'd spend all my time between college and work. Most people know I'm a workaholic even though I complain to them about it. I'm happy (at work anyways). Sooo plans for tommorrow... sleep in, wash the car, get a new shirt(maybe), get some hair wax, pick up Erica at six or so, then take Erica out for dinner. Tommorrow is Erica and I's one month anniversary lol... after that who knows what my plans are.