(no subject)
I love my Dad. My Daddy. He's been in remission from prostate cancer for 15 years or so. We just found out on Tuesday that the cancer is back now and it's spread to his lymph nodes. He's starting chemo in a week.
About a month ago, we had talked about getting a family portrait done sometime in November, but that's been moved up to the end of October. It was serious the first time around, but now.. yeah.
I've always been close with my family and I'm just scared. We're all scared.
I haven't told my friends or co-workers yet. Once it's out there, there's no going back and it makes it real. Although, one way or another it'll come out because for the last couple of days, my eyes start to water randomly throughout the day or I break down in my office or in the car while I'm at lunch. I know they suspect something already.
I don't know what happens next. What do I do now? How can I help Mom and Dad during this? I don't know what to do.
About a month ago, we had talked about getting a family portrait done sometime in November, but that's been moved up to the end of October. It was serious the first time around, but now.. yeah.
I've always been close with my family and I'm just scared. We're all scared.
I haven't told my friends or co-workers yet. Once it's out there, there's no going back and it makes it real. Although, one way or another it'll come out because for the last couple of days, my eyes start to water randomly throughout the day or I break down in my office or in the car while I'm at lunch. I know they suspect something already.
I don't know what happens next. What do I do now? How can I help Mom and Dad during this? I don't know what to do.