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Beautiful's Hottness
Beautifull's hottness was one of a kind.
a dark older soul
trapped in the young body of a teen with everything.
everything anyone would ever want
but still wasnt happy
He just wasnt ahppy
He hadnt been through to much but knew much more
he was a sword fighter and had never been human
not even since the womb
beautifulls hotness brought her life
she left her room for the first time in 10 months
besides the 3 that got her heart broken
you see, beautifull was a little buit off
she hadnt been throguh to much
just enough for her mind to drama
She was scared, she was alone
she had nightmares and lost her poetry
she lost her happiness
that is
until she found her hotness
beuatifull trusted one october and she got hurt
she trusted one december and got hurt badly
she knows that she can trust hotness
and will end up hurt of course
but knows that hottness is worth it
hotness had more to offer than he cares about
so does she
he wants to live his life
and she just wants one even if afraid
he wants something more and doesnt know what
while she has what she wants and wants for it to leave
Her, forever gone, nevermore nevermore
he is frustrated with the world and doesnt believe he ahs any emotions.
because he cannot cry,
but he laughs
Beautifull is confused, lost in what she was
what she wants and what she is right now
wondering if he is the same and wondering why
even f he said he doesnt know
beautiful takes comfort in this
beautifull take comort in the unknowing
the her
that is hottness.
beautifull is scared
she is normal, she isnt
she is a contridiction
she is a moodswing
even her last name says it
Moody
She wants what she cna have
but also what she wants is something she fears
she wants what she can have
something that she fears
something she is told she cant handle
and that is something she listens too.
she tellls herself that almost as much as others do
shell freak out, shell start seeing things
shell have memories and flashbacks
and the nightmares will end up killing her
because she is afraid
she wants friends and she wants people
she likes being in public but has SAD
social anxiety disorder
as well as the saddness
she wants happy but when she gets it she knows it will go away.
Common logic and it dies
she can have people because they like her
but she is always thinking
what if she messes up?
what if they see her to much and realize how ugly she is?
she needs to lose weight and these zits
and her everything physicle
lets not even get her mind into what her hair looks like today
beautiful has a boyfriend
one of her best friends
well, give her one more second and shell lose that as well
beautiful is scared
shes scared of the lights she sees when shes stressed out
and shes scared of making frineds just for them
to see her shake when she sees the flashing lights that no one else can
maybe they are spirits sent to watdch me fall?
but wait, if she says this outloud shell be lockexd up again
so no one can know
theyll think that she is crazy and they will leave her
poor beauty, poor beuatifull
so lonely, so scared when she doesnt have to be
poor little thing
for she is beautifull
even if people hate her, its is inevitable
she should get over it
and sometimes she does
but when that little hint of confidence comes
and she is so goddanm proud of herself
she gets shattered by her shrink
"that wasnt confidence" beautifull is told
"it was the mania setting in, were you stressed? No?Really?
Thats normally what happens, to cause the mania.
You were tired?! Why didnt you say?!
then your not getting better honey, your nuts
it doesnt matter if you were tired at midnight
you ahve the "sundown syndrom"
It wasnt confidence, it was manic."
her happy is shattered and back to it again
she is lost and scared
I wasnt ahppy? Then how will I ever knwo?
that wasnt confidence? not the real kind?
And I was so proud
I am not smart
I am not beauty
I am a lost little beutiful
Beautifull's hottness was one of a kind.
a dark older soul
trapped in the young body of a teen with everything.
everything anyone would ever want
but still wasnt happy
He just wasnt ahppy
He hadnt been through to much but knew much more
he was a sword fighter and had never been human
not even since the womb
beautifulls hotness brought her life
she left her room for the first time in 10 months
besides the 3 that got her heart broken
you see, beautifull was a little buit off
she hadnt been throguh to much
just enough for her mind to drama
She was scared, she was alone
she had nightmares and lost her poetry
she lost her happiness
that is
until she found her hotness
beuatifull trusted one october and she got hurt
she trusted one december and got hurt badly
she knows that she can trust hotness
and will end up hurt of course
but knows that hottness is worth it
hotness had more to offer than he cares about
so does she
he wants to live his life
and she just wants one even if afraid
he wants something more and doesnt know what
while she has what she wants and wants for it to leave
Her, forever gone, nevermore nevermore
he is frustrated with the world and doesnt believe he ahs any emotions.
because he cannot cry,
but he laughs
Beautifull is confused, lost in what she was
what she wants and what she is right now
wondering if he is the same and wondering why
even f he said he doesnt know
beautiful takes comfort in this
beautifull take comort in the unknowing
the her
that is hottness.
beautifull is scared
she is normal, she isnt
she is a contridiction
she is a moodswing
even her last name says it
Moody
She wants what she cna have
but also what she wants is something she fears
she wants what she can have
something that she fears
something she is told she cant handle
and that is something she listens too.
she tellls herself that almost as much as others do
shell freak out, shell start seeing things
shell have memories and flashbacks
and the nightmares will end up killing her
because she is afraid
she wants friends and she wants people
she likes being in public but has SAD
social anxiety disorder
as well as the saddness
she wants happy but when she gets it she knows it will go away.
Common logic and it dies
she can have people because they like her
but she is always thinking
what if she messes up?
what if they see her to much and realize how ugly she is?
she needs to lose weight and these zits
and her everything physicle
lets not even get her mind into what her hair looks like today
beautiful has a boyfriend
one of her best friends
well, give her one more second and shell lose that as well
beautiful is scared
shes scared of the lights she sees when shes stressed out
and shes scared of making frineds just for them
to see her shake when she sees the flashing lights that no one else can
maybe they are spirits sent to watdch me fall?
but wait, if she says this outloud shell be lockexd up again
so no one can know
theyll think that she is crazy and they will leave her
poor beauty, poor beuatifull
so lonely, so scared when she doesnt have to be
poor little thing
for she is beautifull
even if people hate her, its is inevitable
she should get over it
and sometimes she does
but when that little hint of confidence comes
and she is so goddanm proud of herself
she gets shattered by her shrink
"that wasnt confidence" beautifull is told
"it was the mania setting in, were you stressed? No?Really?
Thats normally what happens, to cause the mania.
You were tired?! Why didnt you say?!
then your not getting better honey, your nuts
it doesnt matter if you were tired at midnight
you ahve the "sundown syndrom"
It wasnt confidence, it was manic."
her happy is shattered and back to it again
she is lost and scared
I wasnt ahppy? Then how will I ever knwo?
that wasnt confidence? not the real kind?
And I was so proud
I am not smart
I am not beauty
I am a lost little beutiful