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I want to be your everything
I want to be your muse
I want to haunt your dreams at night
I won't sleep well unless you choose
to lose your perception of my deception
--truthful lies of what I wished
foolish wishes in the midst of faith and trust
and more distrust.. haunted by reality
to pretend I was always the one you wanted
bringing on insanity
but found again in better days
found and loved with all my ways
of taking love and twisting.. made it harder than it had to be
for you to see inside my eyes
for me to trust in all our lies
to me and you.. or otherwise
despise myself for falling skies
and thinking thoughts that broke my heart
that stopped the start of something great..
to sit alone and contemplate
and wish that you would try to make it
on your own while I will fake it
wishing all along that I
might light the stars and paint the sky
that words we'd make more so than love
that heaven above would envy what we had
and lost and followed down the deadly path and so we found that I'm
the last one still around when you will fall so way far down from your hallowed trail
when you derail and fall apart
I'll hold the peices of your heart and find the pattern they might be
hold them up for you to see
I'll never be what you think of me, but I'll try to make you proud of me
so you might want to come to me
when love is what you need to feel
when you want someone to be real.. more than real at just a touch
more real than that, such as a shadow wants to be
that shadow wishes hopelessly
to be the one that you can see
that you will have more faith in me
and we will walk along the stars, play in clouds and fly to mars
while all those lies will fade away, that I'll become your every way
of wanting someone to be near
why push me away when I'm right here?
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-dragonfli
fuck, I really can't sleep. I probably should, I have to be up at 5:43 :/ <3
I want to be your muse
I want to haunt your dreams at night
I won't sleep well unless you choose
to lose your perception of my deception
--truthful lies of what I wished
foolish wishes in the midst of faith and trust
and more distrust.. haunted by reality
to pretend I was always the one you wanted
bringing on insanity
but found again in better days
found and loved with all my ways
of taking love and twisting.. made it harder than it had to be
for you to see inside my eyes
for me to trust in all our lies
to me and you.. or otherwise
despise myself for falling skies
and thinking thoughts that broke my heart
that stopped the start of something great..
to sit alone and contemplate
and wish that you would try to make it
on your own while I will fake it
wishing all along that I
might light the stars and paint the sky
that words we'd make more so than love
that heaven above would envy what we had
and lost and followed down the deadly path and so we found that I'm
the last one still around when you will fall so way far down from your hallowed trail
when you derail and fall apart
I'll hold the peices of your heart and find the pattern they might be
hold them up for you to see
I'll never be what you think of me, but I'll try to make you proud of me
so you might want to come to me
when love is what you need to feel
when you want someone to be real.. more than real at just a touch
more real than that, such as a shadow wants to be
that shadow wishes hopelessly
to be the one that you can see
that you will have more faith in me
and we will walk along the stars, play in clouds and fly to mars
while all those lies will fade away, that I'll become your every way
of wanting someone to be near
why push me away when I'm right here?
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-dragonfli
fuck, I really can't sleep. I probably should, I have to be up at 5:43 :/ <3