How this morning went
This morning was a rough morning, I just couldn't get myself out of bed and awake and all that until about 10 o'clock or so. Well, I got out of bed at 6:40 and stayed up but I didn't really wake up until 10. Coffee just made me hot, Cokes just made my spit syrypy, it was horrible, no amount of caffeine or sugar was helping.
Maybe I've been binging too long and my body's starting to break under the stress.
Maybe I need to take a nap before I go to sleep tonight. I feel that tired.
Perhaps, just perhaps, it had something to do with last night.
I went up to Troy last night for a little bit.
Which, of course, means the whole night so that I get back home at midnight or so.
I left work to go to the house to clean up and whatnot, then left to go to Troy since Tracy was entirely available for the night, no rehersals, no birthdays, no special meetings, just her by herself.
We went and ate at Taco Bell then left to go to WalMart for a little while, killing some time off until it was 9 o'clock and I could be in her dorm. They give the third degree on getting into that dorm so it's not like I can just sneak in or something.
Anyway, we went back to her dorm (( as opposed to.. my dorm? )) and hung out for a while.
"A while," of course, meaning about an hour and a half so that it's 10:30.
That was great, just spending time with just her, with some peace and some quiet, with no deadlines, no rushes, just to be.
It's been so long since we've just soulgazed, taking off our glasses and looking into each other's eyes. No hindrances, no urgencies, no facades.
It was beyond the physical and psychological.
Maybe last night was why I was tired this morning then.
Especially since after getting home at midnight I then just had to check my mail and had about 10 in there and I didn't go to sleep until probably around 1am or later. Actually, come to think of it, it was definitely a little later.
Getting up at 6:40 just wasn't my idea of a great idea. I'm supposed to get up at 6:30 at the latest as it is.
The sleepiness serves as a constant reminder of last night though.
Maybe I've been binging too long and my body's starting to break under the stress.
Maybe I need to take a nap before I go to sleep tonight. I feel that tired.
Perhaps, just perhaps, it had something to do with last night.
I went up to Troy last night for a little bit.
Which, of course, means the whole night so that I get back home at midnight or so.
I left work to go to the house to clean up and whatnot, then left to go to Troy since Tracy was entirely available for the night, no rehersals, no birthdays, no special meetings, just her by herself.
We went and ate at Taco Bell then left to go to WalMart for a little while, killing some time off until it was 9 o'clock and I could be in her dorm. They give the third degree on getting into that dorm so it's not like I can just sneak in or something.
Anyway, we went back to her dorm (( as opposed to.. my dorm? )) and hung out for a while.
"A while," of course, meaning about an hour and a half so that it's 10:30.
That was great, just spending time with just her, with some peace and some quiet, with no deadlines, no rushes, just to be.
It's been so long since we've just soulgazed, taking off our glasses and looking into each other's eyes. No hindrances, no urgencies, no facades.
It was beyond the physical and psychological.
Maybe last night was why I was tired this morning then.
Especially since after getting home at midnight I then just had to check my mail and had about 10 in there and I didn't go to sleep until probably around 1am or later. Actually, come to think of it, it was definitely a little later.
Getting up at 6:40 just wasn't my idea of a great idea. I'm supposed to get up at 6:30 at the latest as it is.
The sleepiness serves as a constant reminder of last night though.