38 and Feeling Great
Just in case anybody cares, I'm incredibly drunk, incredibly happy, and it's raining outside on a perigee full moon (that I subsequently can't see, due to the rain)/upcoming vernal equinox.
Now that Spring is just 28 minutes away, my blood is boiling with enthusiasm. I have all manner of herbal seeds at hand, and a book of herbal spells for beginners (because after nearly 10 years of not intently practicing, that's about what I've been reduced to)... hurry up & warm up, dammit! The fridge can wait, I don't give a shit. I', a redneck; I'll use a cooler until I can get a fridge!
On a complete side note, I have come to realize that the problem actually is (aside from my immense dislike of my own body/image), is that I have a deep-seated, fairly unreasonable & unfathomable dualing fear & dislike of men. No, not a lesbian-- more like, if you hurt me or my feelings, I will rip your nads off & shove them down your throat kind of way). How is one supposed to get past that, to eventually yell "Trojan Man!" Bah.
Now that Spring is just 28 minutes away, my blood is boiling with enthusiasm. I have all manner of herbal seeds at hand, and a book of herbal spells for beginners (because after nearly 10 years of not intently practicing, that's about what I've been reduced to)... hurry up & warm up, dammit! The fridge can wait, I don't give a shit. I', a redneck; I'll use a cooler until I can get a fridge!
On a complete side note, I have come to realize that the problem actually is (aside from my immense dislike of my own body/image), is that I have a deep-seated, fairly unreasonable & unfathomable dualing fear & dislike of men. No, not a lesbian-- more like, if you hurt me or my feelings, I will rip your nads off & shove them down your throat kind of way). How is one supposed to get past that, to eventually yell "Trojan Man!" Bah.