And in the End...
If I just accept who/what I am at present moment-- and try my absolute best to focus on what's positive/fun, and pull myself up by the bootstraps when I need to-- if I look on the delusional Upside, by the time I "get it all figured out," I may or may not have changed a whole lot, anyway.
Face it, I'm looking forward to being an Elder and really speaking my mind.
Off to go to the MIA.
Cheers & All