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I had a reaaaaally good day yesterday. But today just isn't up to par. Everything I do kinda feels like it's not enough, I'm not satisfied with anything. It's not really a mood where I don't want to do anything, where NOTHING sounds good. It's more of just, everything I start to do, I get aggravated with. I have 3 different gift cirtificates, I go shopping, and find nothing, at all. I replaced my favorite pair of hoop earrings, and I bought a new pair of jeans that were sorely needed, but that's not really what I set out to do. I got home, and kinda wandered around, and then I decided I wanted to play piano, and was incredibly dissapointed with my playing, because I haven't really practiced at all lately. And that aggravated me.
I can't figure out what I want, ever. I can figure out things for the moment, and I can of things in abstract long term, but as far as setting out to do things, that's where modivation or lack thereof and procrastination come in. Summer is already half over. Haven't I put off everything enough?
I can't figure out what I want, ever. I can figure out things for the moment, and I can of things in abstract long term, but as far as setting out to do things, that's where modivation or lack thereof and procrastination come in. Summer is already half over. Haven't I put off everything enough?