Jul 29, 2004 16:22
Im in tucson right now. Just chillin you know with my cousins and theyre friends. I feel left out last night. I dont know why, they were trying to talk to me after I left the room. But I didnt want to talk to them. Maybe I was being a big baby about it. But I hardly get to see Amber or Angela and I have so much I wanna talk to them about but I cant when Kevin or his sisters around. I dont know. I hurt my foot yesterday too and it hurts really bad its all in ifectionable. I didnt get to say good bye to Josh one of my only friends cuz he forgot to call me at 8 in the morrning Tuesday. Im bored I really am there is nothing to do. Amber and I are watching Pokemon and Angies all bummed and left out but Ive tired to talk to her she seems annoyed by me. Err I guess me being way bummed lastnight brought it all on. But I was hanging out with Angie and Kevins sister all night until we fell asleep. After we came home from Starbucks. I rode in the trunk! I am now the trunk monkey! Hehe. Well Angie has a Quija Board and we played ith that last night. We got ahold of my dad. It almost brought me to tears. I miss him so much and I love him so much talking to him last night made me feel safe. Lately Ive felt someone sitting at the foot of my bed. It was him he was watching me sleep. He was also watching me when my foot was run over hes why it wasnt much worse. Its been him taping at my bedroom window at night. Im glad it didnt hurt when he died and Im glad he was wearing his seatbelt. Ive gotta call my brother Johnny. And I have to write Grandma and Grandpa Woods. I havent spoken to them since my father died and Id really like to talk to them, I want them in my life. I donno. I guess its nice knowing someones watching over me and protecting me. We also talked to Angies Peapa.
My foots infected it hurts really bad right now and I cant do anything about it until I get back to Phoenix. Oh well. I guess I gotta suck it up and be a man, lol Amber. Im glad I still have my foot and all but I wish the doctor woulda listened to me and just cut it off its not worth the pain and its not worth the embarassment. Ambers lovely art work. Oh well. I guess Ill live. Its only a surgery a year for the rest of my life. Painkillers become your best friend. LOVE THE PAINKILLERS!!! Haha. Hopefuly I dont have to have another surgery Im gettin sick of it!
Im gonna go, bye
~Me~