Creative urges
I have this incredible urge to be artsy-fartsy. Draw, paint, dance, whatever. I have a new, blank drawing pad tempting me to emblazon the first page with something brilliant. But herein lies the problem... I've never been able to get past a certain artistic hurdle; I always feel like whatever I do needs to be brilliant. Especially when I've got an empty white page; it's so perfect as it is, like a newly fallen snow. I think I'll sully the first page with something hideous, ridiculous, and silly, so I can get over the intimidation of having a book full of blank pages.
Come to think of it, that's my problem with approaching life in general -- I always feel like I have to be perfect. Screw perfection, let's enjoy ourselves and create poorly-drawn deranged crackhead bunny rabbits! Maybe I'll inadvertently make art along the way.
Whee!
Come to think of it, that's my problem with approaching life in general -- I always feel like I have to be perfect. Screw perfection, let's enjoy ourselves and create poorly-drawn deranged crackhead bunny rabbits! Maybe I'll inadvertently make art along the way.
Whee!