played a fool
So he totally got me. I was a shoe in, the perfect match for the new position. Then the twist. The biggest fucking mess of a twist. Lets just say, someone else needed another position, and so the stage was set. I took the bait, I took the fucking bait, only to later realize it was all a farce. Only to realize how completely foolish I was to apply when clearly my fate and the fate of my boyfriend hang freely in the air and there is no support, there was no support and there will be no support. I can't say how many time's I've cried, this was supposed to be my savior from the front desk and our savior from the owners disdane that we are dating and in the same department. It was my savior...until the owners also said we couldn't have two sales coordinators. So Emilee is the one who get's to be saved, and now he want's me to be a supervisor...because that completely solves the problem right? I don't want the position, I want James to know that he's a horrible gruel person. I want him to burn in hell and I hope and pray that one day I will be able to tell him that, without crying of course. That's the problem, I can't talk with him without becoming so enraged that I start crying. I hope to pull it together...maybe I won't have a job next week, maybe I will.