I have no idea.
For some reason this day has been...a nightmare. It was the most beautiful day, I got to see Tierney and Kira and then I had lunch with Katie on the Hub lawn. The sun was out and I should have been happy.
I don't have any where to live. I have to be out of my apartment by the second and I can't for the life of me find a two bedroom apartment. My only option would be to move home, however short a period of time. I am so unbelievably frustrated, because my obvious choice would be to move in with Edgar for a week or two until I find an apartment. That way I wouldn't have to drive in traffic an hour both ways every day to work. Even though he knows the situation I'm facing, he hasn't once entertained the idea of me moving in with him temporarily. Maybe I'm expecting too much, but it pisses me off to talk to him about it. Today he was like "well what are you going to do? you have no other option" I wanted to FUCKING PUNCH HIS FUCKING FACE IN, luckily for him we were on the phone. This wouldn't be a big deal...for a couple weeks max, fucking ass hole. If he fucking wants to be single THEN HE CAN JUST FUCKING BE SINGLE.
I'm pms-ing too. BY THE WAY.
Edgar needs surgery next week. He needs someone to be with him full time for a week. Something I can't do. I have classes and work. I'm stressing because his mom may or may not come out. I don't know how I'm going to figure out how he's going to be taken care of while I have to be away. My mom has an abnormal growth on her uterus. They won't tell her exactly what it is, they just set up an apointment for her to see a specialist. My grama recently became disoriented at the grocery store and didn't know where she was or where her car was...possibly in response to hearing that my mom once again is facing something that could be life threatening. My sister had to go into the hospital tonight...she was severely dehydrated and once again has tonsilitus.
On that happy note I have my own health issues. I keep putting off going to a doctor because I don't have the time. The more I look online at my symptoms and what could be wrong, the more worried I get.
Finals are coming up
I need a new job. I can't afford to quit my current job.
I have no idea why all of this seems to be happening at once. I have no idea.
I don't have any where to live. I have to be out of my apartment by the second and I can't for the life of me find a two bedroom apartment. My only option would be to move home, however short a period of time. I am so unbelievably frustrated, because my obvious choice would be to move in with Edgar for a week or two until I find an apartment. That way I wouldn't have to drive in traffic an hour both ways every day to work. Even though he knows the situation I'm facing, he hasn't once entertained the idea of me moving in with him temporarily. Maybe I'm expecting too much, but it pisses me off to talk to him about it. Today he was like "well what are you going to do? you have no other option" I wanted to FUCKING PUNCH HIS FUCKING FACE IN, luckily for him we were on the phone. This wouldn't be a big deal...for a couple weeks max, fucking ass hole. If he fucking wants to be single THEN HE CAN JUST FUCKING BE SINGLE.
I'm pms-ing too. BY THE WAY.
Edgar needs surgery next week. He needs someone to be with him full time for a week. Something I can't do. I have classes and work. I'm stressing because his mom may or may not come out. I don't know how I'm going to figure out how he's going to be taken care of while I have to be away. My mom has an abnormal growth on her uterus. They won't tell her exactly what it is, they just set up an apointment for her to see a specialist. My grama recently became disoriented at the grocery store and didn't know where she was or where her car was...possibly in response to hearing that my mom once again is facing something that could be life threatening. My sister had to go into the hospital tonight...she was severely dehydrated and once again has tonsilitus.
On that happy note I have my own health issues. I keep putting off going to a doctor because I don't have the time. The more I look online at my symptoms and what could be wrong, the more worried I get.
Finals are coming up
I need a new job. I can't afford to quit my current job.
I have no idea why all of this seems to be happening at once. I have no idea.