Poem
I wrote a poem that I will add to. If I decide to make it lyrics, which I enjoy more because it has a rhythm to it, then this part will probably only be a couple verses. And then I would have to come up with a chorus... Eh, whatever. It is kinda rap-like, I think. Oh, well. No beatbox, though. *Ick!* So, yeah. Here are my words:
I'm all alone, I can feel it.
A deck of life, I can deal it.
I have some love, you can steal it.
Don't be sorry for me.
I am a self-acknowledged
Loser for life and I
Realize there is nothing for me.
I accept what is to be,
Not what people tell me to see.
I don't see beauty, I don't see smiles.
All I see is time not worthwhile
To spend with people I don't like,
Pretending to be happy so they
Don't see my troubles and lies,
I try to disguise my feelings,
Not letting them flow free.
And then a good friend said to me,
"Kels, you gotta let it out.
Don't sit around waiting to blow up.
That's more trouble than it's worth,
Take it from me, you'll see.
I've been there, and I know
You gotta let it go, gotta smile.
It's worthwhile. You will see.
Eventually, you will be happy."
-Kelsey
PS: Thanks, Lady. This one goes out to you! You really helped me, even though you don't think you did. I love you so much, even if you don't realize it, and I doubt you will ever know how amazing you really are. Because you are such a great person, and I love you! I will miss you, but hey, I will see you in high school next year, and maybe then we will be close like last year. This year was hard, I got distanced from everyone around me, cold and confused. I sure grew up more in this timespan, dealing with things that most people won't have to, thank Wayne. But I still love you, all of you guys, and it is my fault you don't know it. I will try to be a better friend next year, to become closer to you guys instead of leaving to sit by myself in the corner while you all dance. So yeah, this one's for Ms. Lady Martinez!! Whoo hoo! Yeah Latina!!
I'm all alone, I can feel it.
A deck of life, I can deal it.
I have some love, you can steal it.
Don't be sorry for me.
I am a self-acknowledged
Loser for life and I
Realize there is nothing for me.
I accept what is to be,
Not what people tell me to see.
I don't see beauty, I don't see smiles.
All I see is time not worthwhile
To spend with people I don't like,
Pretending to be happy so they
Don't see my troubles and lies,
I try to disguise my feelings,
Not letting them flow free.
And then a good friend said to me,
"Kels, you gotta let it out.
Don't sit around waiting to blow up.
That's more trouble than it's worth,
Take it from me, you'll see.
I've been there, and I know
You gotta let it go, gotta smile.
It's worthwhile. You will see.
Eventually, you will be happy."
-Kelsey
PS: Thanks, Lady. This one goes out to you! You really helped me, even though you don't think you did. I love you so much, even if you don't realize it, and I doubt you will ever know how amazing you really are. Because you are such a great person, and I love you! I will miss you, but hey, I will see you in high school next year, and maybe then we will be close like last year. This year was hard, I got distanced from everyone around me, cold and confused. I sure grew up more in this timespan, dealing with things that most people won't have to, thank Wayne. But I still love you, all of you guys, and it is my fault you don't know it. I will try to be a better friend next year, to become closer to you guys instead of leaving to sit by myself in the corner while you all dance. So yeah, this one's for Ms. Lady Martinez!! Whoo hoo! Yeah Latina!!