complaining
Today is a horrible day. I woke up tired as hell. Deef and me go outside to have a smoke and we get in trouble for walking outside during our lunch its bullshit. so the security grauds freak out and send us to the office when the principal just tells us not to do it again. So we go to photo and on our way there everyones yelling at us. ARE YOU WALKING AROUND?!! no so fuck off
I'm going shopping with my mom after school today to get some jeans. Because yesterday, embaressing enough i'm already over weight.. they rip on me right infront of brendon and my dad. I wanted to cry. And yesterday night wasnt so good with Brendon and me either; I ended up balling on his bed.
I just feel like shit right now. i haven taken my medicine so good thing i wont see brendon today because if i did he'd act werid around me because i'm acting werid. I really want to see him today though, i want to cry on his shoulder like i did yesterday hes so good at calming me down.
I'm wearing a dress today, its poka dot and its cute. it doesnt make me feel fat so i like it and i can actually breathe in it so thats always a good thing. Not sure what else to write about i got to class early because i needed to get some of this out and i type to fast so i still got 5 minutes.
I'm sick of people telling me about their high or drunk times not that i dont like doing that stuff myself but sence i quit i dont like hearing about that shit it doesnt help me i dont give a shit how much fun you had so shut the fuck up. I hung out with Veronica and Brandon Reed. It was actually very fun and i missed them alot.
I dont want to work on senior project anymore I think next year sence i'll be 18, i'm thinking about just dropping out and moving to NC with Brendon so we can build up a teen center. This is what happends to me when i dont take my medicine i let everything out good __----__ or bad and it comes ou wrong
i must say this kid tim totaly put a smile on my face ::walks into the room:: "hey chobag, dede, wanna buy a ticket" "okay sure probably 2 or 3 tomorrow?" "okay bye chobag , dede" ::walks away::
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I'm at Brendons house now. My mom and I went shopping after school but I didnt get anything because i got all pissy and i didnt like anything so she dropped me off at brendons
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I'm going shopping with my mom after school today to get some jeans. Because yesterday, embaressing enough i'm already over weight.. they rip on me right infront of brendon and my dad. I wanted to cry. And yesterday night wasnt so good with Brendon and me either; I ended up balling on his bed.
I just feel like shit right now. i haven taken my medicine so good thing i wont see brendon today because if i did he'd act werid around me because i'm acting werid. I really want to see him today though, i want to cry on his shoulder like i did yesterday hes so good at calming me down.
I'm wearing a dress today, its poka dot and its cute. it doesnt make me feel fat so i like it and i can actually breathe in it so thats always a good thing. Not sure what else to write about i got to class early because i needed to get some of this out and i type to fast so i still got 5 minutes.
I'm sick of people telling me about their high or drunk times not that i dont like doing that stuff myself but sence i quit i dont like hearing about that shit it doesnt help me i dont give a shit how much fun you had so shut the fuck up. I hung out with Veronica and Brandon Reed. It was actually very fun and i missed them alot.
I dont want to work on senior project anymore I think next year sence i'll be 18, i'm thinking about just dropping out and moving to NC with Brendon so we can build up a teen center. This is what happends to me when i dont take my medicine i let everything out good __----__ or bad and it comes ou wrong
i must say this kid tim totaly put a smile on my face ::walks into the room:: "hey chobag, dede, wanna buy a ticket" "okay sure probably 2 or 3 tomorrow?" "okay bye chobag , dede" ::walks away::
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I'm at Brendons house now. My mom and I went shopping after school but I didnt get anything because i got all pissy and i didnt like anything so she dropped me off at brendons
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