no one to blame but me...

Mar 22, 2009 23:57

I overthink. I can't help it. If I don't overthink the situation then I overthink about me overthinking. It's ridiculous and stupid and I can't stop ( Read more... )

friends, loneliness, emotions, dating

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blame game synergy March 23 2009, 15:57:42 UTC
This reminds me of a movie with either Helen Hunt or Meg Ryan. Someone said to her character that she looks too much for other people to like her when there's always going to be someone that doesn't. Even if you might not think of yourself as such, if you crave someone's attention and/or affection regardless of how you feel about them, that's still needy/clingy.

Can I tell you that I didn't realize how common your name is? There's 3 pages of people with your name on FB. lol

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Re: blame game bluesgal March 23 2009, 21:12:45 UTC
Yeah, I didn't realize how popular "Nikki" was... I did a search for myself to see where I would pop up and it was weird. And here I thought I had a unique last name but HA. Shows me. :)

As for the clingy/needy... I don't want to be that person and I think, in general, I'm not that kind of person. In fact, a lot of times I'm quite the opposite (usually finding other people to be too needy/clingy). But I don't know what it is about this guy. You'll be happy to know, though, that I took the "adult" approach and asked him point blank what was going on between us. I'll update about it but it's another of those ambiguous feelings. But I'm okay with it, I think that's the most important thing.

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Re: blame game bluesgal March 24 2009, 22:20:20 UTC
oh, hey, btw... look for my full name AND nickname on FB. You also apparently have too common a name. :P

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Re: blame game synergy March 24 2009, 23:15:01 UTC
Is your profile pic a closeup of you or something else or no pic or...?

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Re: blame game bluesgal March 24 2009, 23:39:58 UTC
It's a pic of me and a palm tree (kinda far away-ish)...

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