my dying spirit?
I very nearly passed out while working today. I hadn't eaten anything all day, not to mention not having my usual dosage of caffeine, and I was feeling the pain. I was so exhausted that I actually asked my manager if I could leave an hour early. I was just afraid of the drive home... and I had every right to worry, I suppose because I almost fell asleep at the light, mesmerized by the headlights of the oncoming traffic.
I didn't have a stressful day so I by no means had it hard but still, I was so wiped... I'm glad I left early.
Today I had another sweeping wave of emotion. You know, the one where I feel like suddenly bawling and crying my eyes out...? I still don't know what to make of it or how to handle it but I figure it'll come to me later... I just wish it wouldn't hit me at the most inopportune moments.
I think for now, I'm going to lay in bed, nap, and maybe cry so that I don't feel like I have to while I'm working.
I didn't have a stressful day so I by no means had it hard but still, I was so wiped... I'm glad I left early.
Today I had another sweeping wave of emotion. You know, the one where I feel like suddenly bawling and crying my eyes out...? I still don't know what to make of it or how to handle it but I figure it'll come to me later... I just wish it wouldn't hit me at the most inopportune moments.
I think for now, I'm going to lay in bed, nap, and maybe cry so that I don't feel like I have to while I'm working.