:.-Love-.: <3

Jan 28, 2005 20:40

I cant walk without falling..
I cant smile without Crying..
I cant close my eyes cause i'll see you standing there...

This is the first verse in one of the songs that i have written.. and it seems so real now* I use to think i knew what love was.. but i didnt.. it was somthing that i thought that i knew* On the questions i asked several people to define love.. and i think that the only answer i really thought was appropriate for me was the one that i came up with :

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not selfseeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.
- 1 Corinthians 13:4-8

Isnt It funny.. when im searching for somthing.. i can find the answers in the Bible.. as i continue to search for my Faith... that im starting to find agian* Thanks to Ashlee Whitney and Todd*

Love is somthing that i never knew.. untill now.. yes I love my Family and My friends.. but as far as loving a Man.. i never knew how to do that untill now* You have to follow 1 Corinthians 13:4-8 it describes how love should be.. and with me and Todd it has been that all the way... He is awsome* He really is* I know what some of you all are thinking* She is 16.. she isnt mature enough or old enough to know what Love is.. I have watched my family and friends for years trying to define Love... And to me.. Love is un-definable.. it is somthin that you feel deep inside when you look at someone.. it is somthing that everyone searches for in whatever form they can find it.. whether that be found in Family.. Friends... Sex... Boyfrineds... or a real man that will love and take care of them... everyone wants to be loved.. it has to be said* No matter what anyone says deep down they want someone to hold them.. to tell them everything is gonna be ok.. to know that they are someones.. it makes them feel special inside.. I use to think that a Boyfriend made you special.. as I watched my cousins .. my sister.. grow up and look for that man that they wanted to spend the rest of thier lives with* and i watched my friends.. just searching for someone .. anyone .. to say those precious words "I love you" and im here to tell you now.. to wait.. find that special one.. dont settle.. you are TO SPECIAL to settle for someone who is only interested in the Physical* And this goes for EVERYONE.. even people that i dont really like.. you still deserve the best in life.. everyone does.. the best that you can get..* Your personality is everything.. dont let your looks become more imporant than your personality.. if a guy only likes you for your "looks" he is soooo not worth it* You deserve someone better.. and I just thought that i would tell you all that.. I have found My Prince.. the person that i Love and now it is your turn* Wait.. and be alert.. never let a good one go.. because you are scared of what your friends will think of whatever.. Be yourself.. be your own person.. You have to Love yourself before you can love someone else.. some people need to work on that.. Im not trying to be mean.. Im being Honest here.. Im laying all the cards on the table.. IM telling you.. I LOVE YOU!! and you need to Love yourself..* Then one day.. that special.. Man or Woman will come into your life.. and sweep you off your feet* I know im not 25 or whatever the "right" age is suppose to be to be in love.. im telling you if im breaking "the love rules" i dont care.. and neither should you! Everone deserves to be happy* That is my opinion.. if you dont like it TOUGH... i have seen so much heartache lately.. and it is "boyfriend" related! to those people.. you know who you are.. I LOVE YOU ESPECIALLY.. i was there one time..* Once i thought that i was in love.. i wasnt.. i was in denial.. i wanted..needed.. someone to tell me those words.. and it wasnt right.. you should never feel like you have to say those words.. they are precious.. and once you say them you cant take them back.. just rember that* I dont what Love is..but.. belive it or not..Im in love..*
I LOVE YOU ALL!!
.-Laura Lou-.
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