Apr 21, 2009 00:08
The last few days have been very strange. Not to mention stressful and life-changing. I do not want to go into the details, but I made a choice. As long as I remain here, I will fight for what I believe in. I will fight with my nakama no matter what it takes. That is all I will say about that matter for now.
However, what really bothers me today is... I feel really tired! It is like my age has caught up with me perhaps? But I have never felt like this before. Earlier I picked up my sword to sharpen it and it felt strangely heavy! I do not know what is going on, but it appears that I have lost my strength.
I wonder, if I tried using my sword like I usually do....
Why can't I use it properly?! This is bad. Could it be that staying in this time is deteriorating my skills? It couldn't be! That is preposterous!
And another thing. My hands feel different. It is like I have the urge to create....something.
I think I will ask around and see if anyone can help.
old man,
losing skills,
tired,
new ability?,
decision,
nakama