Jul 07, 2005 12:48
You know, I'd like to sit here and say "I didn't fuck with your journal. Don't be mad at me" but then somehow we'd make up (probably because I'd apologize like last summer) and something like this would happen again.
So here's the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth (so help me Goddess) and a little extra just because I Can:
1)I told rinie about Jeff not wanting to see her and Manda. I felt they deserved to know.
2)I found out you sucked Scott off before you did, because when I told Jamie you and Kyle broke up, she went home and asked him herself...then told me.
3)I didn't know your password, but someone else did.
4)I may fib about things, and deny things when I don't want to get caught, but so does everyone else in this world. The bad ones are the ones who fabricate lies and tell them to other people...like you do. You are so full of shit sometimes it makes me sick. "Jeff told me everything you guys did" BULLSHIT.
4)TPing and stealing reflectors may seem "immature" to you, but so is sending someone a virus because you're pissed at them. doing any sort of revengeful act is immature, no matter how old you are. So yes, me fucking with your journal was immature...
but it was a good laugh.
5)When I went bowling with you, Jeff, and Stina i hurt Rinie. I had to blow her off and make her hurt just for you. And if I could go back, i would've ditched you instead...because the bullshit you do just makes me sick.
I wish you could see the awful person you have the potential to be!
The worst part is, you also have potential to be a great person.
Why do you feel you have to lie all the time? You lie to all of your friends...why? Because you don't think they'll stay your friend otherwise? That's where you're wrong.. They would. But I won't. I'm tired of this. The getting into fights....then you making it seem like i'm the bad guy (BEFORE i fucked with your journal. That was because i was irritated) You lie to your friends, then cheat on your boyfriend. He finds out, you feel bad, he feels bad. You make up. You get into a fight with your friends and Here Comes Kyle on his Fucking White Steed to SAVE THE MOTHER FUCKING DAY!
Oh I can't even BEGIN to tell you how much that pisses me off to see that.
Hmm, let's look back at last summer, shall we?
You get mad at me for something and start calling me an attention whore. You make me feel awful about myself. We don't talk all summer and I APOLOGIZE!
Sounds a bit wrong, doesn't it?
I don't even remember what i apologized for anymore...all i know is, i shouldn't have been the one to do so first. (yes, i'll give it to you that you apologized....reluctantly)
You make it seem like i have this heart of steel, and skin so tough. Did you ever think maybe what you did hurt me? It did a bit...but not this time. This time i'm done. Completely done with you.
I'm not going to deal with they lying anymore. The drama. The bullshit.
I will apologize for fucking with your journal. It was immature, and i apologize. It was going a bit too extreme.
But I'm not going to apologize for anything else. Everything else is nowhere NEAR the amount of shit you put me and your other friends through.
I hope your grad party is lots of fun, and Good Luck at college.
Hopefully you do as well as you're capable of.