Why the hell can' t i sleep????

[bluesbaby22]

So.... It's like three in the morning, and I have Ap Government hw, but yeah not so much. I didn't go to school on Friday bc i didn't feel good, and I was taking my SATs on Sat, so i didn't want to be really sick, it's ok, Crystal is probably SM, and TD, now since i wasn't there for one day. Megan it's OK really, but if you get the urge to slit your wrists think about all the things you have to live for!. Not trying to be redundant, but crystal does have that affect on people. Anyhooo.... so yeah i Called Katie yesterday and were not Mainstaging. What the FUUUUUCK!?!!!??? is that about! I mean is it cuz we had the best show? or because we have amazing actors? or because were so DAMN attractive??? HELLO!!!! Thats why you should HAVE picked us. Noone really wants to see ugly people on stage,(especially ugly people, who can't act,or project) i'm not trying to be mean, but they don't, they tell them there good, and give them superior ratings, and critics choice, because they feel bad for them because they're so Unattractive. God. I'm turning into one of those bitter theatre people. SO yeah, besides the fact that i'm getting higlights put in today?, theres really nothing i have to live for, God knows Mr. Sands is going to make un dismantle the set Today?? weird. Because he's a big meanie. Lord knows he won't do it himself like on the weekends, I mean isn't he there anyway, I mean WHY US?? and it won't get any better because i see him EVERYDAY, i'm in his 3rd hour. ON that happy note, i Got my car back, (about fucking time) but i have to bring it back because they didn't put the hood on properly, and the "dent" in the back is still there kind of, with some paint over it. I mean what is the world coming too? Ugly people performing at mainstage? Car repair shops that Can't Repair... I mean really. I must go before I say something i'll regret.
P.S.- If there is any data here that offended you, Then you should of known better than to read My live journal.