Nov 06, 2005 01:11
so i finally got a keyboard from a girl at work. Thats why i havent posted in so long. Lets see one of my coworkers pretty much dropped dead i think i have vertigo (note to self: ask for dishrags for xmas) i have worked 13 days straight and have two more to go before my day off. (other note to self, email lora). I'm trying to get a larp ready to play in the spring but every time i go to work on it i just ask myself why. I dont know anyone to play it and one of my potential npc's (brent) is already givingme a hard time and the rules system isnt even like started yet. I am basicaly ripping off the larp i played in michigan, jhakarovah. i tried writing my own game and i have basically scrapped it because it sucked and i am just incapable of original ideas. no wonder i have no self esteem i cant run one idea by any one person and NOT be shot down. maybe i'll just stop trying period. maybe i wont go back to college when im 25 and maybe i wont find a new job where the management isnt paranoid (and they are. they come up to me and are like "we watched the tapes and you at 6.14 pm you stood behind the register for 3.4 minutes staring out the window. what were you doing, you could have been sweeping or doing coffee or giving chris a blow job, oops did i say that out loud?" ok maybe that last part isnt true but egads its stupid)
start therepy on tuesday and hafta get my drivers licence. i got pulled over the other day and i wasnt doing anything wrong. guess why i got pulled over. i have an out of state plate! in MI you dont have to have a front plate but in VT you do and therefor my car does not have a front plate and a state trooper pulled me over. and then he gave me the "get new plates and a new license" speech and he just couldn't believe that i was renewing the MI plates. hello its my dads car, i dont have the title i couldn't replate the damn thing if i wanted to! geez cops in vermont really have nothing else to do and its sad
oh good thing: grandma sent me a check for 93 bucks.dont know why its such a wierd amoutn but i am so going shopping on my day off!!!!!!!!! boo ya!!!