Re: thanksbluesaturnSeptember 24 2005, 14:30:46 UTC
Well they said they are starting me on a small dose, they have to put you on it gradually. I think I might just be going through that placebo effect stage.
I stopped larping for a lot of reasons. I was playing a game called Jhakarovah for almost 3 years and then when my b/f at the time dumped me for a girl he knew for a day (and that he met at the first event of the year) all my friends totally turned against me. At first they were cool and supportive and then they started avoiding me and when i confronted who i thought was my best friend he said "we don't want to be around you. you're an emotional train wreck" and then he told me stuff that let me know they were talking about me and laughing at me behind my back. At this time I was running the Larp so i packed up all the shit, but it outside my back door and sent out a general email that anyone who wanted it, come get it or its in the trash in one week. The came to get it and suffice to say i never heard from any of them again. I started playing CARPS and Final Haven (FH) and for awhile I liked those and even made some friends at FH. Well guess what!!!! They turned out to be assholes. and were assholes to brent when we'd play dungeons and dragons, and then when i started working at recon it was always on weekends and i just couldn't afford it (CARPS was a lot more expensive than Jhakarovah was) and the final haven people were jerks. Too bad it was my only outside the house hobby, but maybe if i find like a real job thats not retail i might be able to start going again.
I stopped larping for a lot of reasons. I was playing a game called Jhakarovah for almost 3 years and then when my b/f at the time dumped me for a girl he knew for a day (and that he met at the first event of the year) all my friends totally turned against me. At first they were cool and supportive and then they started avoiding me and when i confronted who i thought was my best friend he said "we don't want to be around you. you're an emotional train wreck" and then he told me stuff that let me know they were talking about me and laughing at me behind my back. At this time I was running the Larp so i packed up all the shit, but it outside my back door and sent out a general email that anyone who wanted it, come get it or its in the trash in one week. The came to get it and suffice to say i never heard from any of them again. I started playing CARPS and Final Haven (FH) and for awhile I liked those and even made some friends at FH. Well guess what!!!! They turned out to be assholes. and were assholes to brent when we'd play dungeons and dragons, and then when i started working at recon it was always on weekends and i just couldn't afford it (CARPS was a lot more expensive than Jhakarovah was) and the final haven people were jerks. Too bad it was my only outside the house hobby, but maybe if i find like a real job thats not retail i might be able to start going again.
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