stealing from me

[bluesaturn]

I AM: in the air conditioning
I WANT: brent to come home
I HAVE: an half finished skrit
I WISH: I could find a job in VT
I HATE: people that start honking the instant the light turns green
I MISS: Jhakarovah
I FEAR: moving to VT and having to move back
I HEAR: the tv
I SEARCH: for a job in VT and the perfect shirt pattern
I WONDER: if brent will remember humus
I LOVE: BRENT
I ACHE: in the lower back, probably from the weight i put on and neve rlost
I ALWAYS: sew, cuz even if im not sewing, i'm thinking about it
I AM NOT: patient
I DANCE: a lot
I SING: all the time
I CRY: cuz im confused and I dont know what i want
I AM NOT ALWAYS: talented
I WRITE: whenever the whimsy strikes me
I WIN: all the time, even when I don't win
I LOSE: lots of stuff, want a list?
I CONFUSE: normal people
I NEED: a job in vt, money, fabric
I SHOULD: stop eating

x. my boyfriend/girlfriend thinks I am: awesome
x. makes you happy: Stephen King books, sewing, brent
x. upsets you: parents
x. you keep a diary: this sad excuse
x. you like to cook: thats a four-letter word in this house!
x. you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: right now, no
x. you're in love: totally
x. you set your watch a few minutes ahead: no
x. you bite your fingernails: all the time
x. you believe in love: yes