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so .... apparently people can't keep their mouths shut .... beyond being completely hurt by the fact that people, that I considered friends, know so very little about me, are giving other people the impression that I am a horrible person, and are saying shit behind my back ... beyond that, I'm pissed .... and I'm sick of it ... I'm sick of being quiet about it ... so I guess you shouldn't worry cuz if you're one of the people now on my official shit list .... believe me you'll know about it .... so that being said I have some more things to say ....
♣nope .... not a lesbian ... let's get that out in the open ... I find nothing wrong with it and have many friends that are homosexual and bisexual and I adore them!!! but I'm not a lesbian or bi .... plain and simple ... yes I have kissed some of my friends that are girls ... all in good fun and I was completely drunk .... so for my "friends" to say shit behind my back to the effect that I'm gay and hit on everyone is starting to piss me off .... get over yourselves ... NEWSFLASH even if I was I can guarantee you, you wouldn't be at the top of my attraction list ... so please get over yourselves.
♣so ... going kind of along the same lines ... I am a touchy feely person ... I hug and I am just in general friendly ... if that bothers you TELL ME ... honestly I don't even notice that I do it ... it's who I am and me being touchy feely pretty much explains the above to a degree I see no problem with showing affection to those that I care about .... THIS DOESN'T IMPLY SEXUAL-ANYTHING ... just that I show affection ....
♣if you have a problem with me FUCKING TELL ME!! do NOT tell everyone else/bitch about me ... then act like I'm the bitch when I confront you about it and am pissed about it ..... or better yet .... talk shit about me then be so nice to my face ... if you hate me, at least have the balls to hate me to my face ... and don't hide behind your bf/gf .... that's pathetic ...
♣if the situation doesn't involve you .... DONT STICK YOUR BIG ASS INTO IT!!!!!!
yes .... I drink occasionally ....
yes I have smoked ....
NO I don't drink all the damn time ...
NO I don't pressure ANYONE to drink ....
NO I don't do "hard shit", nor do I plan to, and if I have it was completely without my knowledge or consent ... end of story ...
GET YOUR FUCKING STORY STRAIGHT before running your mouth off!
♣I'm actually quite responsible ... I would NEVER drive drunk ... let alone with my friends in the car with me ... those that think I would do differently .... your just fucking dumb!
♣wisdom usually comes with age ... so the fact that I'm 20, would logically mean that I'm more mature and less likely to do stupid dumb shit! .... so please shut the fuck up about who I choose to be friends with ... age is simply a number, maturity determines your actions and what you do in the aftermath of those actions, not how many candles were on your last cake ....
♣keeping in mind that I am 20 and some of my friends are younger ... wouldn't it be just as logical that perhaps THEY have an influence on me, when dumb "immature" stuff occurs .... I take full responsibility for my actions but DO NOT run your mouth about me being a bad influence ... it's not true ... I do what I want and so do my friends ... there is no pressure! some of my much older friends are just as "persuasive" as my younger friends ... so again ... age has very little to do with it .... I know it's a hard concept but people actually have minds of their own and can make their own decisions regardless of age!
♣I have a job .... I go to college ... I am good at what I do, and I'm doing well at school .... I can't afford to, nor do I have the desire to, fuck up everything I've worked hard for .... so if you have a problem with what I do in my free-time (aka the weekends) then .... well .... honestly .... GO FUCK YOURSELF ....
and how about some general rules for you all?
♣don't talk about things you know nothing about
♣don't assume you know what I'm going through/have been through or that you know exactly what I should you .... you don't ....
♣If you've done wrong, or fucked up .... just apologize ... don't play innocent or the game of "well. .... it didn't happen exactly like that" ... details are for the most part inconsequential ... you fucked up! grow up and own up to your mistakes!!
♣oh and if you fucked up .... expect people to be pissed at you .... it's inevitable .... get over it!
*breathes* .......
ok .... there's probably more .... but I think I got most of it pretty much covered ....
♣nope .... not a lesbian ... let's get that out in the open ... I find nothing wrong with it and have many friends that are homosexual and bisexual and I adore them!!! but I'm not a lesbian or bi .... plain and simple ... yes I have kissed some of my friends that are girls ... all in good fun and I was completely drunk .... so for my "friends" to say shit behind my back to the effect that I'm gay and hit on everyone is starting to piss me off .... get over yourselves ... NEWSFLASH even if I was I can guarantee you, you wouldn't be at the top of my attraction list ... so please get over yourselves.
♣so ... going kind of along the same lines ... I am a touchy feely person ... I hug and I am just in general friendly ... if that bothers you TELL ME ... honestly I don't even notice that I do it ... it's who I am and me being touchy feely pretty much explains the above to a degree I see no problem with showing affection to those that I care about .... THIS DOESN'T IMPLY SEXUAL-ANYTHING ... just that I show affection ....
♣if you have a problem with me FUCKING TELL ME!! do NOT tell everyone else/bitch about me ... then act like I'm the bitch when I confront you about it and am pissed about it ..... or better yet .... talk shit about me then be so nice to my face ... if you hate me, at least have the balls to hate me to my face ... and don't hide behind your bf/gf .... that's pathetic ...
♣if the situation doesn't involve you .... DONT STICK YOUR BIG ASS INTO IT!!!!!!
yes .... I drink occasionally ....
yes I have smoked ....
NO I don't drink all the damn time ...
NO I don't pressure ANYONE to drink ....
NO I don't do "hard shit", nor do I plan to, and if I have it was completely without my knowledge or consent ... end of story ...
GET YOUR FUCKING STORY STRAIGHT before running your mouth off!
♣I'm actually quite responsible ... I would NEVER drive drunk ... let alone with my friends in the car with me ... those that think I would do differently .... your just fucking dumb!
♣wisdom usually comes with age ... so the fact that I'm 20, would logically mean that I'm more mature and less likely to do stupid dumb shit! .... so please shut the fuck up about who I choose to be friends with ... age is simply a number, maturity determines your actions and what you do in the aftermath of those actions, not how many candles were on your last cake ....
♣keeping in mind that I am 20 and some of my friends are younger ... wouldn't it be just as logical that perhaps THEY have an influence on me, when dumb "immature" stuff occurs .... I take full responsibility for my actions but DO NOT run your mouth about me being a bad influence ... it's not true ... I do what I want and so do my friends ... there is no pressure! some of my much older friends are just as "persuasive" as my younger friends ... so again ... age has very little to do with it .... I know it's a hard concept but people actually have minds of their own and can make their own decisions regardless of age!
♣I have a job .... I go to college ... I am good at what I do, and I'm doing well at school .... I can't afford to, nor do I have the desire to, fuck up everything I've worked hard for .... so if you have a problem with what I do in my free-time (aka the weekends) then .... well .... honestly .... GO FUCK YOURSELF ....
and how about some general rules for you all?
♣don't talk about things you know nothing about
♣don't assume you know what I'm going through/have been through or that you know exactly what I should you .... you don't ....
♣If you've done wrong, or fucked up .... just apologize ... don't play innocent or the game of "well. .... it didn't happen exactly like that" ... details are for the most part inconsequential ... you fucked up! grow up and own up to your mistakes!!
♣oh and if you fucked up .... expect people to be pissed at you .... it's inevitable .... get over it!
*breathes* .......
ok .... there's probably more .... but I think I got most of it pretty much covered ....