Fighting
This could be my final entry,
The reason this journal was created in part was because sometimes, well most of the time I struggle to let sammy know how I feel and this was a good way of doing it so I thought.
When we fight neither of us really listen to the others point of veiw so writng it in here was a gd way of letting sam know ..and hopefully in the cold light of day when the dust had settled over a fight we could look back and say "yeah now I get it" ...
or
more importantly to say I miss her or love her
yes I could write a email but as sammy had the password to the journal if she really wanted to just write in it to (not that she ever thought to do so) lol
but the Idea was to to vent anger and frustrations, love and hope 4 eacother, probably more anger and frustration knowing how we are always at eachother.
But now it doesn't feel the same, having ppl trash my feeling over something is hard to handle, anyway I just thought I would write this, for no other reason than its someting I could do