Aug 07, 2009 23:59
i got bit four times by a mosquito while sitting criss cross applesauce on my living room floor smoking a fag. i know ciggerettes are bad for you, for me, but i think picking up new bad habits will slowly make the old ones fade. but what do i know, i could be wrong. at least it is a distraction.
last week i terribly wanted to write about all the rain. the summer rain that we are rarely blessed with in texas. it was a nice change in scenery. arms outstretched and looking up into the sky, i just let the rain wash over me. i kept shivering from the breeze but i havent felt that sort of soul release in the longest time. it was overdue and much owed. i cried a little bit too but i was with people and played it nicely as if it were just rain. i think i am misplaced, i belong somewhere over the rainbow where it rains the majority of the time. the weather has to be gloomy for me to be happy, its so strange. i should be happy all the time.
bob marley covers really suck. stop ruining good music.
i just got bit once more.