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Apr 01, 2009 02:09

my horoscope today says
"cancer - slow down! or else you will miss the points in the life you are living. enjoy things."





this past week i drank too much tequila and rum, i got to frolic with pups at a dog park, walked partially through an abandoned and possibly haunted house, toyed with a ouija board, drove through the country side, captured spiritual energy at a cemetery through my camera lens, and earlier tonight we bailed a friend out of jail.
and who says my life is mundane?
-actually, i do.



i believe that when my life is running low in the "adventurous" or "exciting" category, i sometime create this alternate reality in which the main character, me, is thrown into a sea of interesting and sometimes troublesome situations.
i replied to this particular ad as a solution to my 'seeking a second job' woes. the ad, to say the least, has some very interesting and peculiar guidelines. but it seems to me to be just that. interesting. my fingers are crossed that this will be the key to zap the electricity back into my focus. pull me out of this discomfort that i feel so confined to.
the question on if i will carry out the business proposition is still way up, up,up,up in the air. maybe even a little ways out of reach, i always feel a strange sort of superstition when i speak of things such as this.





when i walk through cemeteries i try to keep myself from reading the dates on the headstones, it is just a reminder at how short life can be. i tend to not dwell on such serious matters like death but it is only human curiosity to wonder if you will live a long and happy life, or if your life was happy at all.
i just want my fair share of drinking from the (tea)cup of life.



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