plan a.
i am 23 and the thought of being a grown up really disgust me.
ive been working in a grown-up job now for a while and i am not handling it very well. my tummy can not take the excess amount of coffee and my mind is not meant to be wired at 6 in the morning. i suppose i could say i like to bloom into my days not pounce and attack it. i miss stretching my limbs in the warm comforts of my bed while slightly awake but still dreaming. i need this kind of thearputic movement before opening my eyes to the dirt/shit that humanity shovels my way.
im really complicated you see.
i enjoy having a plan. i plan out my days, i like having something to do so that im not left with the thought of "well, the fuck am i going to do?" , i like moving from one plan to the next, but
it is really rare that anything i plan actually goes according to plan. i always find myself compromising, being spontaneous, improvising,.. and for someone who always draws up a plan in mind, i should be annoyed with everything not going to plan, but really, its always been like that in my life, and i enjoy it.. it leaves much room for mini adventures or whateverrr
with working a grown up job, i know exactly what is next, what is to come, and even whats after that. a,b,c,d,e,f,g.. it's all boring.
it makes me want to set something on fire, just so we can have a fucking fire drill.
ive been working in a grown-up job now for a while and i am not handling it very well. my tummy can not take the excess amount of coffee and my mind is not meant to be wired at 6 in the morning. i suppose i could say i like to bloom into my days not pounce and attack it. i miss stretching my limbs in the warm comforts of my bed while slightly awake but still dreaming. i need this kind of thearputic movement before opening my eyes to the dirt/shit that humanity shovels my way.
im really complicated you see.
i enjoy having a plan. i plan out my days, i like having something to do so that im not left with the thought of "well, the fuck am i going to do?" , i like moving from one plan to the next, but
it is really rare that anything i plan actually goes according to plan. i always find myself compromising, being spontaneous, improvising,.. and for someone who always draws up a plan in mind, i should be annoyed with everything not going to plan, but really, its always been like that in my life, and i enjoy it.. it leaves much room for mini adventures or whateverrr
with working a grown up job, i know exactly what is next, what is to come, and even whats after that. a,b,c,d,e,f,g.. it's all boring.
it makes me want to set something on fire, just so we can have a fucking fire drill.