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I have five days left... and I'm getting really nervous... not only that, but because of being off of work for a long time has made me think alot... I miss alot of things... i have alot of things to atone for though.... i regret alot of things i wish i could talk about them... i still miss josh... i want more than anything to be with him but at the same time i wish i could have what i lost.