I don't even think of you that often
I am sad about pretty much everything. My job is killing me faster than cancer would, and the one thing I was lookin forward to has disappeared for stupid job reasons. Now here I am drinking beers by myself like I am a cool guy or somethin
Collin came with me to therapy yesterday; he is very supportive in quiet ways. He teased me about paying so much money to talk to someone the whole car-ride to the physchologist, but was very open and considerate the entire time we were there, immediately volunteering to come back next time when my therapist and I were making our next appointment. He must have said he loves me 10 times in an hour. On the way home he said, "Do you feel like I was picking on you? I didn't mean to pick on you" "Do you think this helped? I will come next time if you think it will help us" "Do you understand I love you? I do love you"
I just want to run away with him for one weekend (forever) but things won't stop gettin in the way. I keep listening to "Chelsea Hotel No. 2" by Leonard Cohen and pretending it is somehow applicable to my life even though it is not
Collin came with me to therapy yesterday; he is very supportive in quiet ways. He teased me about paying so much money to talk to someone the whole car-ride to the physchologist, but was very open and considerate the entire time we were there, immediately volunteering to come back next time when my therapist and I were making our next appointment. He must have said he loves me 10 times in an hour. On the way home he said, "Do you feel like I was picking on you? I didn't mean to pick on you" "Do you think this helped? I will come next time if you think it will help us" "Do you understand I love you? I do love you"
I just want to run away with him for one weekend (forever) but things won't stop gettin in the way. I keep listening to "Chelsea Hotel No. 2" by Leonard Cohen and pretending it is somehow applicable to my life even though it is not