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One of my little shmoos is home!! I brought home my little man Chris. OMG it feels so good to have him here with me in my room and to hear him breathe on his own. So beautiful. But still I am not not complete. My heart aches for Aaron to be here too. He should be home soon but he failed his O2 weening so he is back on. He's eating up a storm though and continues to gain weight though. The doctor said that he'll hopefully be home this time next week. They have to be able to breathe on their own for 48-72 hours before they will release him. He weighs 5 lbs 4 oz. so his weight is not the issue. But I'm feeling very optimistic. A couple days ago they put Chris and Aaron in the same incubator and Chris thrived. He did so much better with Aaron. But for some reason Aaron responded completely the opposite.

I have to admit, I'm fucking tired. Billy is taking 2 more weeks off for paternity leave or whatever. And my mum and sis have been complete angels. They clean the house and do all the laundry. Bless them!

I'm am continuing to obsess over Michael Pitt. He is definately my guilty obsession right now. Don't ask me why. He makes me very happy :)

Too bed with me!