Say it again: Pills!
Argh! I'm having the thing where I really want to go on medication (for my fucked up brain) yet again. I hate this part. I get to decide if my reactions to the fucked up world we live in are reasonable or not.
A sampling of the things that I'm totally wigged out about right now:
1. Getting to spend two weeks this semester studying laws and cases involving sexual assault.
2. Having to work while going to law school.
3. My S.O. losing his job.
4. Spawn of the S.O. doesn't seem to be liking her step-dad these days. WHY?
5. The environment is totally fucked.
6. I believe that I am physically repulsive. I know that I didn't used to thing this. But I can't tell if I was wrong then or I am wrong now.
7. Is it normal to have body issues given that I get to be a woman in the United States?
8. Is it normal to feel HUGE anxiety about my S.O. and what he wants from me?
9. Is it normal to feel like dating someone with a kid is really, really hard?
10. Is it normal to be scared to death of starting law school?
11. I'm really stressed about my mixed feelings on porn. I'm starting to be repulsed by it. (Not to say that I'm not turned on by it -- which makes it worse.)
12. I feel estranged from my family.
13. Why again did I decide to stay in MN?
14. I'm SO lonely.
15. Is it wrong to really want pills?
16. War.
A sampling of the things that I'm totally wigged out about right now:
1. Getting to spend two weeks this semester studying laws and cases involving sexual assault.
2. Having to work while going to law school.
3. My S.O. losing his job.
4. Spawn of the S.O. doesn't seem to be liking her step-dad these days. WHY?
5. The environment is totally fucked.
6. I believe that I am physically repulsive. I know that I didn't used to thing this. But I can't tell if I was wrong then or I am wrong now.
7. Is it normal to have body issues given that I get to be a woman in the United States?
8. Is it normal to feel HUGE anxiety about my S.O. and what he wants from me?
9. Is it normal to feel like dating someone with a kid is really, really hard?
10. Is it normal to be scared to death of starting law school?
11. I'm really stressed about my mixed feelings on porn. I'm starting to be repulsed by it. (Not to say that I'm not turned on by it -- which makes it worse.)
12. I feel estranged from my family.
13. Why again did I decide to stay in MN?
14. I'm SO lonely.
15. Is it wrong to really want pills?
16. War.