Slow, down and out

[bluerain87]

life is going by slow...and once again i am a fuck up at least that is what the people in my town think there is gossep that i am making meth in my house ...i wish that people would look at there own lives before thay try and fuck mine up yes i make mastakes but i learn from them and i will be the first to say that i am not perfict no one is so to all that try and bring me down fuck off and if you could get your head out of your ass long enough to know me you might think i am not that bad of a person...trust me i am not...to know me you must understand me and where i am from...my life has not been great i do the best i can and all i want is to be left alone and have a family i can love....on another note i feel that i am not wanted in culbertson anymore and that my friends dont like me anymore i sit here at home and think of what i can do to change the way i feel but i cant i want this to be my home but it is getting hard to feel at home...i am a fuck up and probly will be the rest of my life...but who cares anyways.

life is a game roll the dice to see where you go