third try's the charm
First I wrote a post about my woes with the medical system and pain medication and communication issues with my pain doctor, but it made me so aggravated I deleted it before I hit post. (Short version: my head still hurts and I'm SOL until Friday.)
Then I attempted to write a post of good things to distract me from the fact that my head hurts and I'm SOL until Friday, but I was still too aggravated to think of much so that got trashed.
Now I don't even know what this post is about, but I'm just over 2100 words into current chap of FF and it's like pulling teeth but it's progressing slowly. If I keep going at this pace I might have the chapter finished tomorrow or Thursday, if I'm lucky. If I'm really lucky and get on a streak I might get it done today, but I'm not holding my breath. I also think I can see the finish line and it might be before chapter 60. I just have to decide if the vague ending scene I have in mind is too cliche or not. I feel like it kind of is and at the same time I've spent fifty chapters (what the fuck is this even) avoiding it, so maybe not? I don't know. cryptic author is cryptic and also frustrated.
Also, hungry, but I'm cold and don't want to go outside to run to the cafeteria and get lunch. I need to start keeping soup at work or something. #firstworldproblems
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Then I attempted to write a post of good things to distract me from the fact that my head hurts and I'm SOL until Friday, but I was still too aggravated to think of much so that got trashed.
Now I don't even know what this post is about, but I'm just over 2100 words into current chap of FF and it's like pulling teeth but it's progressing slowly. If I keep going at this pace I might have the chapter finished tomorrow or Thursday, if I'm lucky. If I'm really lucky and get on a streak I might get it done today, but I'm not holding my breath. I also think I can see the finish line and it might be before chapter 60. I just have to decide if the vague ending scene I have in mind is too cliche or not. I feel like it kind of is and at the same time I've spent fifty chapters (what the fuck is this even) avoiding it, so maybe not? I don't know. cryptic author is cryptic and also frustrated.
Also, hungry, but I'm cold and don't want to go outside to run to the cafeteria and get lunch. I need to start keeping soup at work or something. #firstworldproblems
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