so this is the new year?
and i don't feel any different.
i've been drunk since i got here.
honestly is that all there is to do once you're over 21?
i'd really like to just hangout with someone
fuck the drunken nights
just sit back and watch the fireworks...
yeah these are random ideas
and yeah tonight i felt a bit lonely
these days it seems i just don't care.
i had a good time tonight with a good friend.
sometimes i'll spout out some stupid wisdom like i know how to maintain a relationship.
i guess tonight as i spewed out nonsense i realized something
i tend to put my friends before anything...
it seems like that's a good thing
however i guess sometimes it's not.
even though these past few weeks have been great
i've just got myself into old routines
heartless robot standards
shit i've made out with three girls since i've been home
and thought nothing of it
miss guided by drunken lips
i realize now that what i really want
is something of substance
not some bullshit drawn out two years of waste
where i'm feed a barrage of bullshit excuses as to why one day i'm not "it" anymore
isn't there a decent fucking human being out there?
someone who'd actually give a fuck?
i try i really do and yeah sometimes i do get lazy
i realize my flaws
but i'm sick of the games, i'm tired of excuses
i'm so done with lying eyes
false smiles and one night flings
if i'm worth it
you'd better show it
and mean it.
it's just funny cause i know that someone reads this...
that same person that hates me for no reason
and for some stupid reason tonight before i went out
i just wanted to wish you a happy new year
maybe this year you'll get it right.
goodnight 07
you'll be missed...
i've been drunk since i got here.
honestly is that all there is to do once you're over 21?
i'd really like to just hangout with someone
fuck the drunken nights
just sit back and watch the fireworks...
yeah these are random ideas
and yeah tonight i felt a bit lonely
these days it seems i just don't care.
i had a good time tonight with a good friend.
sometimes i'll spout out some stupid wisdom like i know how to maintain a relationship.
i guess tonight as i spewed out nonsense i realized something
i tend to put my friends before anything...
it seems like that's a good thing
however i guess sometimes it's not.
even though these past few weeks have been great
i've just got myself into old routines
heartless robot standards
shit i've made out with three girls since i've been home
and thought nothing of it
miss guided by drunken lips
i realize now that what i really want
is something of substance
not some bullshit drawn out two years of waste
where i'm feed a barrage of bullshit excuses as to why one day i'm not "it" anymore
isn't there a decent fucking human being out there?
someone who'd actually give a fuck?
i try i really do and yeah sometimes i do get lazy
i realize my flaws
but i'm sick of the games, i'm tired of excuses
i'm so done with lying eyes
false smiles and one night flings
if i'm worth it
you'd better show it
and mean it.
it's just funny cause i know that someone reads this...
that same person that hates me for no reason
and for some stupid reason tonight before i went out
i just wanted to wish you a happy new year
maybe this year you'll get it right.
goodnight 07
you'll be missed...