If I told you I still loved you, would you believe?

Dec 03, 2008 16:24

Today was day out with Karina though we hardly did anything. Causeway point was pointless and I accidentally made a joke. But I loved her company nonetheless, I love my girlfriend. I was so unconsciously tired mannnn ):

I met my friend M on bus 969 and found myself pouring out to him. Soon, weariness ruled me over and I found myself waking up at Tampines Interchange sleeping on his shoulder. Talking was damn cool <3 He sent me home with time to kill and we agreed to walk and talk next week again, when he's free. Until I met my friend today, I never thought of how much I've missed him. Never realised how proper a person he could be (instead of chasing me round with roses & chocolates) I never knew how I could just tell him things.

I hope things are going to turn for the better now, but according to how she's talking to me, I highly doubt so. She says it's difficult to change a character, she doesn't know how much she changed. Things are already at the bottom of the pit, how much worse can it get. Yet life surprises others. They turn out alot lower than expectations.

Crazy how friends can just treat you like enemies & how your feelings can never be returned. Do they even know I care?
M is right, "Ha Ha".

life, synchro

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