May 06, 2005 22:25
hi
last few days have been nott so good.. i shouldnt of let someonee find out that i liked them, cause now we don't talk ne more, and we were pretty close.. but ive gone and killed it. so now we dont really talk but i still really like him..and i have no chance because ..he would never like me blah blah blah im boring u all with my stupid problems.
today we had a softball game it and was sooo bad. i didnt even get to play but everyone who played kept dropping the ball and it was only the third inning. in that one inning.. they scored 20 FREAKIN RUNS ON US we suck.. and of course someoneee showed up at the game and i couldnt stop staring.. it was like there was something wrong with me, and i couldnt even talk to him.
so the game ended way early cause they had scored to many points on us. i left ..came home..cried about the stupid coach and the stupid game and someone showing up..then i hung out with emma and listened to dashboard..and cried about the day in august when my sister is going to leave for the airport with my parents. they re going to california with her to move her into her college dorm. i have band camp so i cnt go... so im kinda a wreck as you can see =[[[[[ whatever..it doesnt matter, its gonna turn around..lets just start by getting over this boy........
ill update when i feel like it
bye